Sunday, July 10, 2011

If you can break from me, then break the name.

Tonight I:
                Spilled my guts out to Jimmy on a swing set and took a piss without our conversation skipping a beat. Got a free candy apple from a carny who swore there were no razorblades hidden in the core. Threw up next to some fat girls who talked about beating Amanda’s ass…whoever Amanda may be. Met a boy who asked me a 100 questions, who answered 100 and 1. Collected numbers with no intentions of ever calling. Got into a truck with strangers who took me home when nobody else could answer my phone calls. Danced in a park with my ex who named a star after me. Declined a kiss from a boy I used to be madly in love with. Got called a slut because I refused to put out.

Tonight I rediscovered who I was before I was a girlfriend.

Rediscovered my quivering voice. A crescendo. Heard a cry so clear I became weak.

Baptized myself with wet grass.

Hello Sunnie. Christ, it's been awhile.